{"id":538,"date":"2004-07-17T03:37:00","date_gmt":"2004-07-17T10:37:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hamusutaa.com\/blog\/?p=538"},"modified":"2004-07-17T03:37:00","modified_gmt":"2004-07-17T10:37:00","slug":"its-3-am-i-must-be-lonely-i-must-be-lonelyyyy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/2004\/07\/17\/its-3-am-i-must-be-lonely-i-must-be-lonelyyyy\/","title":{"rendered":"It&#8217;s 3 am I must be lonely (I must be lonelyyyy&#8230;.)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in a melancholy.  Hearing bad news from other people does that to me.  It&#8217;s contagious, and it always brings up weird memories and feelings.  Ironic, because I was on Cloud Nine earlier because of my story being put into Warren Ellis&#8217; Fast Fiction Friday (even though I wish I&#8217;d made the ending better&#8230; it was written &#8220;fast&#8221;, after all).<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s warm.  Maybe even warm enough to warrant closing the windows and turning the AC on, but I&#8217;m too tired to get out of bed.<\/p>\n<p>I could use this moment of trying to find things to say to speak about something impersonal, like FFXI.  I&#8217;ve made it to level 50, and I&#8217;m 2\/3 of the way through the Genkai to raise my limit to 55.  My pimp hat is getting closer, only 10 levels to go.<\/p>\n<p>My grandmother knit me an afghan for my couch.  It matches the room.<\/p>\n<p>The leather upholstery in my car is starting to crack, or it&#8217;s been cracked for a while and I&#8217;m just now noticing it.<\/p>\n<p>Tired, but can&#8217;t sleep.  Not like that&#8217;s a new thing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in a melancholy. Hearing bad news from other people does that to me. It&#8217;s contagious, and it always brings up weird memories and feelings. Ironic, because I was on Cloud Nine earlier because of my story being put into Warren Ellis&#8217; Fast Fiction Friday (even though I wish I&#8217;d made the ending better&#8230; it &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/2004\/07\/17\/its-3-am-i-must-be-lonely-i-must-be-lonelyyyy\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;It&#8217;s 3 am I must be lonely (I must be lonelyyyy&#8230;.)&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"activitypub_content_warning":"","activitypub_content_visibility":"","activitypub_max_image_attachments":4,"activitypub_interaction_policy_quote":"anyone","activitypub_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-538","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/538","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=538"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/538\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=538"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=538"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=538"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}