{"id":168,"date":"2001-12-26T16:50:00","date_gmt":"2001-12-27T00:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hamusutaa.com\/blog\/?p=168"},"modified":"2001-12-26T16:50:00","modified_gmt":"2001-12-27T00:50:00","slug":"losing-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/2001\/12\/26\/losing-words\/","title":{"rendered":"Losing Words"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This has been bothering me for a while, but it&#8217;s gotten worse recently.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes, when I&#8217;m tired, I have trouble finding the right words when I&#8217;m typing or speaking.  When I&#8217;m typing, it&#8217;s not a big deal, unless I get <i>really<\/i> stuck, and end up stalling the conversation.  When I&#8217;m speaking, it&#8217;s a bit more serious though.  I&#8217;ve noticed myself doing this a lot, and so far, no one has commented on it, as it wouldn&#8217;t be tactful, but I&#8217;ve been repeating a lot of words while speaking.  Sort of like a verbal backspace, but it ends up sounding like I&#8217;m stuttering.  I know it must be annoying to listen to, if only on a subconscious level, but it&#8217;s even more annoying to listen to it as it&#8217;s coming out of your own mouth.<\/p>\n<p>My memory has been getting worse and worse&#8230; there are some things that are burned into my brain that I&#8217;ll never forget, but there are other things that drift away.  Last night I spent almost a half an hour of the time I was sleeping trying to remember the name of the movie &#8220;Almost Famous.&#8221;  I knew the movie, I could see whole scenes from it, but for the life of me, I couldn&#8217;t remember the title.  This is just an example, of course, and can be passed off as just &#8220;forgetting.&#8221;  But when I&#8217;m in the middle of a conversation and I suddenly stop talking because I can&#8217;t remember a simple word, and I refuse to keep talking until I find the exact word I was looking for, it becomes a bit more noticeable.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s so empty and quiet here at work.  It&#8217;s a shame I actually have a significant amount of work to do.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This has been bothering me for a while, but it&#8217;s gotten worse recently. Sometimes, when I&#8217;m tired, I have trouble finding the right words when I&#8217;m typing or speaking. When I&#8217;m typing, it&#8217;s not a big deal, unless I get really stuck, and end up stalling the conversation. When I&#8217;m speaking, it&#8217;s a bit more &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/2001\/12\/26\/losing-words\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Losing Words&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"activitypub_content_warning":"","activitypub_content_visibility":"","activitypub_max_image_attachments":4,"activitypub_interaction_policy_quote":"anyone","activitypub_status":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-168","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/168","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=168"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/168\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=168"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=168"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.hamusutaa.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=168"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}